Sharing the Psychosis? - The Barrow-Downs Discussion Forum

Mariska Greenleaf · 08-05-2003, 11:17 AM

I've read some very funny and recognisable stuff here, and because I feel the same way about getting insane (or being insane), I felt like I had to post something here...

Most people around me have no idea what is going through my mind most of the day. ME does exist,it does. In my heart, in my dreams. Sometimes though, it is difficult to get back into the real world, you know? I'm really enjoying myself making up stories and reading the books and watching the movies, I feel happy with that, although I can't really share it with anyone. Now lately, it is getting more and more difficult to get back in the real world.
I'm sure you'll know what I'm talking about!
Anyway, to be honest, it kinda scares me. All the time my family and friends call me crazy, and I used to laugh at it, but well, I'm kinda worried right now.
Oh well, probably worrying for nothing, when I read about what others on this forum feel like, I know I'm not alone, and that is really comforting...

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08-05-2003, 11:17 AM	#32
Mariska Greenleaf Ghost Prince of Cardolan Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: Dublin Posts: 1,036	I've read some very funny and recognisable stuff here, and because I feel the same way about getting insane (or being insane), I felt like I had to post something here... Most people around me have no idea what is going through my mind most of the day. ME does exist,it does. In my heart, in my dreams. Sometimes though, it is difficult to get back into the real world, you know? I'm really enjoying myself making up stories and reading the books and watching the movies, I feel happy with that, although I can't really share it with anyone. Now lately, it is getting more and more difficult to get back in the real world. I'm sure you'll know what I'm talking about! Anyway, to be honest, it kinda scares me. All the time my family and friends call me crazy, and I used to laugh at it, but well, I'm kinda worried right now. Oh well, probably worrying for nothing, when I read about what others on this forum feel like, I know I'm not alone, and that is really comforting... [img]smilies/eek.gif[/img] __________________ I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand.- Confucius.