What you seem to think was frustration/anger in that post in referring to Gwath, wasn't.
I didn't get frustrated or "angry" until the next post.
*sigh*
I haven't been playing Cobbler at all Gwath.
I've merely been "playing like a lunatic".
As I said. I'm Cannon Fodder.
Before you argue that "playing like a lunatic" and "playing Cobbler" are the same. To me, they aren't.
"Playing Cobbler" is a bit different from actually being a Cobbler. "Playing Cobbler" is putting on a show, regardless of whether or not you are actually a/the Cobbler. Going out of your way to do suspicious and "weird" things.
Being a Cobbler, is trying to look innocent, yet helping the Wolves. Sure, you may want to draw some suspicion towards you - but are you going to put on a show? Maybe, depends on the person. You'd play both sides... dancing like a demented elf on a fence post perhaps.
"Playing like a lunatic" is merely what is suggests. Letting "lunacy" run rampant, and just saying things candidly.
Most people have to watch what they say - regardless of what alignment or role you have. Since you don't want to appear too seerish if you are the seer, and etc.
So playing "like a lunatic" to me, is being candid. I haven't gone out of my way to appear suspicious, or to appear like a Cobbler, or to draw attention to myself. I've merely posted what thoughts have come into my head, as they came into my head. So I suppose it is more a mix of candid and stream of consciousness. I'm Cannon Fodder, I can do that. Plus, it is fun.
If it makes me look suspicious. If it makes me look like a Cobbler or a Mutineer, and that is why I've been kept alive. Then apparently job accomplished, since I'm still here. Was it a plan? Heck no. I merely wanted to have fun.
Was there really a point to all this? *shrug*
Merely explaining my "weird behavior".
X'd since Gwath's #1316.
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But I was clinging to her like a homicidal monkey.
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