Indeed, that reminds me of my beginnings and first posts which, I believe, scared several people (judging from the references). So don't worry,
Eryn, many people here write long posts and that's actually good! Otherwise, the Downs won't be as great forum as it is

Like, look, I am already here starting to write a few sentences about nothing.

Okay, so: welcome to the Downs, and enjoy your stay! I hope you will find this place valuable for you.
P.S. Nice nickname, by the way.