After a long time of strugglings, I am at last bound for the straight road. Which is a comforting thought, I suppose.
So, thank you all.
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On another note - is there a possibility for anyone to see who has repped the post when it is done anonymously? Just to be on the safe side when the phantom or anyone else high up on the list suddenly goes all destructive and power-hungry and set up a random negative reputation giving-army?