What Cariâthwen had read on the paper scared her out of what sign of life she might of had still in her face. Cariâthwen was lost in thought until she heard Seleven talking. "Now, my good Elf, what troubles ye? I see a grief in thine eyes that I have not seen for many years. Perhaps I can lend some aid?" With all color out of her face Cariâthwen turned to meet Seleven's gaze. She didn't know what to tell the man setting across from her. She didn't know whether to tell him the truth or dig deep into her imagination and come up with a far fetch story. The look she was receiving from Seleven told Cariâthwen that he wanted the truth.
"I am not use to being on my own. I always had my mother around me and up until my grandmother left I had her too. Everyone knows that the elves are leaving Middle Earth. My family is gone and I now have no one well except for my horse. Thorn would never abandon me like the others did." Cariâthwen didn't know what she was saying, there was no others, there was never any others. All her life she was alone and now she realized it even more.
"Normally I talk to Thorn about all the problems I face in this endless life yet Thorn could never answer."I feel hollow inside almost as if someone reached through my skin only to take out part of my heart and soul. I show no scars for the abomination that has hurt me is neither alive nor dead. After all how can one kill life when she only renews herself with the dawning of every new day.
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And when this life is over... and I stand before the God... I'll dream I'm back here standing in my nowhere land of Oz.....
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